The scariest thing these days is that I donno if it’s a good or a bad thing, that i’m not much to Rain business anymore! Maybe it’s not the best idea to shout out and tell the world! But wait a second “the world?” hey this is my own personal blog and I’d like to keep a record of the exact time and date that such feelings are emerging! and i’m sorry if anyone has a problem with me writing down my explanations, yeah it happened that I’m cool like this!

Let’s see if we can figure out the reason(s) to my feelings *scratching head*:
I know for a fact that the number one reason is (some of?) his die-hard fans! They so can’t stand a single complaint about him! wwhat!? You don’t believe me? Go ahead (at your own risk of course) make a single-tiny-just a little-epsilon fault to his account then sit back enjoy (not really?!) what a mess you create on earth!

However, I personally recommend you not to take such chances and if still are tempted to experience their reaction first handed take more logical steps after making your statements. For instance, dressing up as an 8th century medieval knights to approach his fans, in case you don’t live next to a museum to steal one, take advantage of more appropriate methods such as simply dig a hole and hide in, like the one Saddam used oh no wait that actually didn’t work! huh! Okay never mind rely on your own brain’s cells for creativity cuz the harm his fans will cause you won’t just go away with time!

Aaaish, you know what? The only places I feel has been discussed about him fairly so far, actually only SOMETIMES is in People Who Can’t Stand Rain (Bi) Forum and in our beloved youtube forum but still it gets smash often by those die-hards! Other than that, forums anywhere else I’ve been to, whoever came up saying something ended up kissing asses at the end and reminding people that they are also a fan and loved such and such about him! The most funniest incident I had with fans was when I made a comment, I think it was on that kimbap weekend that our forum went nuts, this one person sent Rain’s old concert videos with a message,” remember why you liked him in a first place!” It’s like it’s a dictatorship to not mention of the man’s name unless to praise!! or that girl who has been asking Bi to change his religion to convert to be a Muslim?!

Okay back to my count down, other reasons:
Maybe those awkward outfits for his world concert tours? or switch from that cute showcase’s hair-do to that Mohawk-mess with short bangs!! Kimbap news? No wait I had quite enough of argument on that! I remember that every single comment I made at that time got responded back with, ” ShenYue, please try to understand him, he is a human just like us and blah blah blah…..” by the end of the week I just hated my name and the word UNDESRAND!!

Or more importantly those recent fan accounts, encountering him with his cold and not so welcoming facial expressions toward the fans! Who cares if he was nice to them or not! I never saw nor will ever see him, the jealous person that I am hahahah

And just maybe only maybe! I finally hit my limit and cannot stand his strip teases anymore! I’m talking about those attempts to show his wet half naked body to the public! I never liked it in the first place, thought managed to close my eyes on that piece and shed light on his other good stuff!

Whatever the reason, I know this change is not my fault cuz I was a fan for a time now!
And as cute as he looks in his new set of released pics (look bellow) with that cute haircut and those golden high lights won’t make me tickle a bit! So now you know why I say it’s scary?
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